Saturday, June 5, 2010

Wants more and more

Marie Howe wrote one of my favorite poems. It's called "What the Living Do." Even though this poem is not about romantic love, the poem captures a concept of love I find important.
         I won't post the poem in it's entirety here, but I will include the part that I repeat to myself quite often:

We want the spring to come and the winter to pass. We want
whoever to call or not call, a letter, a kiss--we want more and more and then more of it.

But there are moments, walking, when I catch a glimpse of myself in the window glass,
say, the window of the corner video store, and I'm gripped by a cherishing so deep
for my own blowing hair, chapped face, and unbuttoned coat that I'm speechless:
I am living. I remember you.

The first time that I discovered this poem, only a small piece of the above quotation was in an issue of Real Simple. I forget to appreciate the fact that I can feel the chill of the wind dancing across my face. I forget that I am able to feel that wanting for more and more.
          When I wake up feeling lonely, I should remind myself to be grateful that I am alive. But most of all, I forget that I have the capacity to love. I just haven't found that someone to love quite yet.

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